Waiting for an answer...that feeling you get.

Today is not the best day. It has been along time since I can remember having 'that feeling' in my stomach. It was off to a normal start, however one call has made my energy level drop and my usual drive diminish.

It is not to do with life or death, but something I care about. Yes I know I am being vague, but I am trying things such as this, to get it off my mind as I have no control over it.

What makes me happy...this is what I am thinking of so I can do some of these before work and clear my head and boost my energy.

Red Hot Chili Peppers- thats always one thing that helps, with today no particular song, just the image and what they represent is enough.

On this subject, I have a book called 'Scar Tissue' that the lead singer Anthony Kiedis wrote in 2004. What makes this so special and part of my link to RHCP, is that I was in L.A at the time and went to a book signing met him. That book is kept at my parents house and one day will be on display at my house.

The guitar- that is what I am going to go play now, no songs, just whatever chords I am feeling. I'l play on my balcony, in the shade and with the sea breeze keeping me cool.

What the result will be? I'll answer this when I get it.

As I said when I created this Blog, I want it to represent what happens in my life, good or bad. :)

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Waiting for an answer...Part Two: 

"Call it off, settle down and RELAX Raph". Nothing to worry about. What a wonderful thing the human body and brain is. I finally received a call, had nothing but reassuring words on the other line. Those above me (bosses) told me to not worry and to continue, it was their job to worry (too late).

So this post, although a bit of a false scare...has actually stirred up something in me. Time to begin to think seriously about the next move in my life. I always knew that I wanted to finish University, get a full-time job on the coast and begin using my new found knowledge immediately. This has happened and i am very thankful, however I am almost ready to begin a new journey and that involves leaving my comfort of the Coast and crossing the great waters to search for a new opportunity to grow and learn. 

"Calling Thunder Visions" by C.D Challenger. 

I will of course document this and just writing this idea, I feeling a little nervous...a good sign for me. From a feeling of uncomfortable nerves...to comfortable ones, a little Hollywood it may seem, but this is life and I only get one go...so I want as much as I can get!

Look out here I come!